Why you gotta… why you wanna… make me keep wanting you. 

Why am I so stressed? Why do I care this much? I have no reason to worry but I still do… why? I still have time to be a kid but I rush in to being an adult.. why? Why am I a 25 year old stuck in a 17 year old body? I wanna get married and have kids…. why do I feel ready but I still cant? If I know we will be together forever why am I still scared to loose you? All of these questions run through my head constantly throughout the day. I can’t stop worrying about my future, if I’ll have a good job, enough money for food and shelter and to provide for my family and children. I’m only 17… I shouldn’t be worrying about this stuff but I can’t stop… why?